Tuesday, 13 October 2009
I did......
I did NOT go through with the life modelling last night!
As it got closer and closer to when I needed to leave, I found myself getting very very nervous! I thought that was because I had no confidence and wasn't very brave, but when I thought about more, I was brave for even considering life modelling.
There is probably a lot of people that would never want to life model, I'm not one of those people.
I did want to, but I just couldn't go through with it because I believe some things should be kept private!
I will keep looking for something to do that will improve my confidence, but for now, I definitely will not be life modelling!
As it got closer and closer to when I needed to leave, I found myself getting very very nervous! I thought that was because I had no confidence and wasn't very brave, but when I thought about more, I was brave for even considering life modelling.
There is probably a lot of people that would never want to life model, I'm not one of those people.
I did want to, but I just couldn't go through with it because I believe some things should be kept private!
I will keep looking for something to do that will improve my confidence, but for now, I definitely will not be life modelling!
Monday, 12 October 2009
New experience.
Tonight, I, for the first time will be the model in a life modelling class!
This is something I never, ever saw myself doing, I would normally never even consider it. In the spirit of work based learning and gaining new skills though, tonight I am going to try it.
I chose to try life modelling out of everything because it was easy to get a contact and the main reason to gain more confidence.
The way I see it is if I can stand up in front of a group of people, nude, tonight, then I am a lot braver than I thought I was.
So fingers crossed that I actually go through with it tonight, I'm hoping nerves wont take over when I get there!
:)
This is something I never, ever saw myself doing, I would normally never even consider it. In the spirit of work based learning and gaining new skills though, tonight I am going to try it.
I chose to try life modelling out of everything because it was easy to get a contact and the main reason to gain more confidence.
The way I see it is if I can stand up in front of a group of people, nude, tonight, then I am a lot braver than I thought I was.
So fingers crossed that I actually go through with it tonight, I'm hoping nerves wont take over when I get there!
:)
Wednesday, 7 October 2009
Back to college.
I was happy today to go back to college and learn we would have more oppurtunities to work with the community. Thanks to work based learning, I now have a more positive attitude towards my course. At the beginning of the course i wasn't sure if it was for me as I didn't know if I was really interested in any part of it. However, because work based learning has introduced me to community work, I am now happy in my course as it too deals with communtiy work.
We had dealt with community theatre before at college as one of our modules.We were taught about it and practised it but we never applied what we learnt by actually going into the community. I think thats why I decided to do my work based lerning in this area.
My career plans are now community theatre based thanks to my work based learning. I have found something that i not only enjoy but I am good at and feel I can pursue it as a career.
To conclude, at the moment, I am happy where my work based learning has led me, although I will still try new things.
I am feeling very positive :)
We had dealt with community theatre before at college as one of our modules.We were taught about it and practised it but we never applied what we learnt by actually going into the community. I think thats why I decided to do my work based lerning in this area.
My career plans are now community theatre based thanks to my work based learning. I have found something that i not only enjoy but I am good at and feel I can pursue it as a career.
To conclude, at the moment, I am happy where my work based learning has led me, although I will still try new things.
I am feeling very positive :)
Tuesday, 6 October 2009
Latest thoughts.
I have decided that I want to keep my options relatively open when it comes to work based learning. It helped me to discover my passion for community theatre, so I want to be flexible and maybe work based learning will open my eyes to new things that I enjoy.
The main reason I want to try new things is because I believe the more skills I have the better.
If I have a range of skills, talents, knowledge and ambitions I will be more desirable to a potential employer.
At the moment, community theatre is the path I want to follow and this will most likely not change but there is no harm in trying new things.
The main reason I want to try new things is because I believe the more skills I have the better.
If I have a range of skills, talents, knowledge and ambitions I will be more desirable to a potential employer.
At the moment, community theatre is the path I want to follow and this will most likely not change but there is no harm in trying new things.
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